We can’t hate ourselves into a version of ourselves we can love.
Most days I wish I never met you because then I could sleep at night and I wouldn’t have to walk around with the knowledge there was someone like you out there.
:’( the struggle..(via mirandamonsterrr)
Pack a bag with food, water, two books, a notebook, a few pens, a blanket, honey, a weapon (knife, pepper-spray, etc. you can never be too careful) your iPod/iPhone (music) and go somewhere peaceful, where the chance of seeing another person is small; the woods, a park, the beach, whatever floats your boat.
Once you’ve arrived there you need to think of everything that is bothering you. Don’t be scared. Scream and cry until your eyes are red and your throat is sore, until all the cropped up emotions have left your body. When you’re 100% sure that you’re done, eat some honey and drink water to soothe your vocal chords and prevent them from hurting days after. Then spend the rest of the day reading and observing your surroundings and writing all your thoughts down until you feel somewhat decent enough to go back home and face everything like the hero I know you are. Stop lying to yourself, no one is always feeling like they’re on top of the world. And that is okay. Even the strongest walls have weak spots, you just have to give it the time and space to strengthen every once in a while. And what way to do that better than by destroying that old, weak piece of wall and replacing it with a much stronger version.
Your life is defined by its opportunities, even the ones you miss.
If I had one wish, it would be that your life brings you a taste of the happiness you have brought to me.